Chapter 75 Jackson's Pov

• I felt so disorganized and confused. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I can't even remember the last time I felt so helpless like I couldn't see anything. That was when my father was in his sick bed, I wished that I had healing qualities to cure him but I knew that it was just wishful thinking and that he wasn't going to get better. And no matter how much I tried everything to cheer my mother up, I knew that she wasn't going to last long. Their bond was so strong and they loved each other dearly that wherever you saw my father, my mother would be present too. They were like two peas in a pod.
• I always envied their love hoping that the Moon goddess would give me something similar to that. If I couldn't have that kind of love, then I don't think I want to love at all. I think that was one of the things I wanted growing up as a boy. I never had someone guide me as to what an Alpha should and shouldn't do. I had to learn it all on my own together with the little training my father gave me before he passed away. I was so happy and lucky to know that Amelia was my mate. Both of us complement each other greatly. There was no one else I wanted to spend my life with besides Amelia. She was the perfect girl for me despite being hot-headed most times and tends to have a thing for annoying me but even with all those flaws, I can never seem to get angry with her or even wish for another person as my mate.
• As the day went by, I noticed that I fell harder for her. I am completely in love with Amelia and I wasn't even ashamed to say that but our relationship even last since she is keeping secrets from me. I wonder what possessed her not to tell me that Athena wasn't on her medications. I asked her if she was threatened by Athena and she said no. Then I wondered what made her take such a rash decision knowing how bad it was. What even surprised me the most is that she said I shouldn't confront Athena, as it would make her overwhelmed with emotions since she was going through what Simon told her, that I don't need to add to more pain but I doubt I can do that. I know I was going against what she asked me for and that was a lot for her to do. Since she came here, she rarely asked me for anything. She kept to herself and made sure that she handled anything that was bothering her by herself. I knew that the guilt was eating her up for not telling me sooner but my sister had been playing hooky with her pills.