Chapter 35 Crane's Pov
- There is nothing more that I want than to leave this ridiculous place. I don't even see the need for my presence here. He just did this to show off. He has always been a pompous jerk who wanted attention from everywhere and anyone and right now he has found his perfect match who would share with him the same idea. I don't know why Eliot was wasting money to throw a party for his a****** of a Luna but I wasn't interested in this party one bit. It was sucking out all the energy I had. Seeing him smiling across the hall with different dignitaries that he invited to this party made me want to put a bullet through his head. The only reason I attended this party was that I was hoping for a certain Alpha to show up but knowing Jackson Kane, he would deem this party unworthy and a waste of time. Showing up for Elliot's wedding was the only thing I knew that he would do. Whether it was a birthday party or an anniversary, I am sure that he wouldn't step foot in this Crescent Pack again especially now that he was with Amelia. I am sure that he knows that I rejected her and knowing Amelia, she wouldn't want to be anywhere near me 'cause I only brought her heartbreak and sorrow. I knew that Karla was lying, saying she had not gotten any letter from Amelia because I saw her receive a letter a few days ago and I know that she doesn't have any family or a boyfriend because if she does, the whole Park would know about it.
- Who knows if Amelia mentioned my name in the letter? I wonder if she is missing me like I am missing her. Elliot said that I am becoming obsessive and this is coming from a guy who is drunk on power and fame and wants to outshine Alpha Jackson. The thought of it made me scoff.
- Lydia was against me being in the party. When Elliot asked her the reason, she couldn't say anything reasonable just that she couldn't stand the sight of me, as if I could stand her. But anyway, I knew that my last conversation with her shocked her to the core. She was lucky that I got hold of myself that day or else I would have committed murder the second time and not even have any remorse about it if she had pushed me too far. I wasn't careful enough since that man's blood was all over my clothes and the servants couldn't question me but she thought that she had some kind of power and control over me, what an idiot. I did not regret why I didn't free her that day as she was now starting to avoid me like a plague, she still had her glares though. Any day she was to cross me again, I would kill her without thinking twice. I don't know what has been up with me these days but unlike before I get annoyed easily.