Chapter 45 Amelia's Pov

• Things have been extremely awkward between me, Jackson, and Athena. The tension was so thick it could be cut with a pair of scissors. Jackson had been ignoring me like I didn't exist at all. It seems like he is really angry with me.
• During breakfast, lunch, and dinner, he doesn't make eye contact with me one bit not that I care but he acts as if what happened to Athena was my fault. Even though indirectly it was. If I hadn't pushed her to follow me out of the house, she helped me sneak out and now we have been avoiding each other like enemies. I know I'm supposed to apologize but whenever I want to approach her, she always seems to find a way to leave. The look she gives me is really dangerous and I know that I deserve that a lot. Even though I know that this isn't Athena's first kill but I know it was still my fault she did that. Just remembering what could have happened if she hadn't come on time when that man dragged me towards that dark alley gives me the creep. I can still remember his foul breath as if he hadn't brushed in a while, the stench was so strong to make a baby pass out. He was so much bigger than me. But what I just don't understand is why the hell I dreamed about Athena wanting to kill me. I shouldn't have had that kind of nightmare when she saved me from a possible sexual assault and a potential killer. I guess it's because even though I'm a wolf, I haven't witnessed a murder before, and then witnessing such a gruesome killing and the pure joy on Athena's face was enough to give me a nightmare. She didn't look scared or bothered, she looked delighted to have done that.
• Karla had been worried about me and my constant staring into space, and my shaky hands. She told me that Crane would be raging in anger by now since she was sure that he had found out that Eliot chose gold bars rather than keeping his own Packmate. Just this was enough for me to believe that Elliott's greed would stop at nothing. I don't know how powerful he wants to grow but if Jackson and I don't do anything, it would be disastrous for us all. I don't know what Elliot and Crane were planning but I am positive that it was nothing good.