Chapter 12 Amelia Pov

• It's been days since I was brought here by Jackson. I hate staying here a lot, just the same way I hate Eliot's pack. It felt like I never belonged there just like how I don't belong here. I feel so fake. This isn't me, I'm not Luna material nor am I supposed to be an Alpha's mate. It just doesn't feel right. I'm so annoyed with Jackson right now. Why the hell would he spring that nonsense he did a few days ago? It was really annoying, I didn't even know that guy named Jeremy. How was I supposed to punish someone that I didn't know or even heard about before? He was so angry that he barged into my room, talking about how I didn't behave like a Luna.
• "Even if you didn't punish him by death, you punish him by whipping him at least a hundred strokes to tame him" so he said.
• I didn't know he was this ruthless. His handsome and calm face was quite deceiving I must say. I was grateful for that annoying blonde girl for barging into my room yesterday or else he would have kissed me and I didn't want that. The thought of it was repulsive. Jackson may be all the ladies type but I wasn't swayed by him one bit. Ever since Crane broke my heart without looking back, I promised myself never to love again or open my heart to any other man, mate or no mate, I don't care who it was. I didn't trust anyone in this pack, they all look like backstabbers to me. I don't see them as any different from the ones in my old pack, especially that Athena Newman, there was something off about that pretty blonde girl. She looked sneaky, always annoying me. She had a habit of gripping her clothes too tight, I had noticed that about her these past few days I have been here.