Chapter 54 Jackson Pov
- I was happy was an understatement. I felt like I was on cloud nine. The feeling was so exhilarating, nothing could compare to my happiness. I still have the various problems that needed solving but the fact that I have been in a happy mood made Simon think I was losing it. He said I have been crying and laughing since a few days ago but when I told him I was naturally a happy person, he left me muttering something about visiting the Pack doctor. That made me laugh. Why was it so hard for people in this household to believe that I could laugh and be happy without watching everyone like a hawk?
- Amelia has been opening up to me little by little. She doesn't act so strange anymore. I don't know why but I can tell that she is still a bit skeptical about me but it isn't like how she was when she first arrived here when she hated everything I did but instead these days she can have a decent conversation with me without losing her temper or cursing at me a lot too. That day I kissed her, I really thought she would push me away and slap me but she reciprocated the kisses even though later when she pushed me away as if she was awoken by something and then said that it was a mistake and can never happen again. I don't know if she was telling herself a lie or if she was trying to convince herself but I knew that kiss wasn't a mistake because I am certain that I felt my heart pounding in my chest. It felt like it was about to burst anytime soon. I don't know what Amelia is doing to me but I can't help myself but want her more.
- Every time she rejects me, I get so sad and so does my wolf. Why can't she just trust me? I am not like her ex-mate, I brought her here to help her out. She is my mate and my Luna, why does she keep fighting these feelings? She is torturing me like this, isn't fair for me. Why can't she feel the bond? When will she feel it or has she felt it and was trying to suppress it back? If she has felt it, why did she try to keep avoiding it? Isn't she feeling this desire that I am feeling that is consuming me? The more Amelia rejects me, the more I want her.