Chapter 85 Nikki

• Today is the day. I should be more excited for orientation day, but I'm not. This is the first time I have ever truly felt alone. Don’t get me wrong, I felt alone when my mother was killed and that’s what started my unfortunate drinking binge. Definitely not a moment that I am proud of, but now I am truly alone. Pursuing my dream career is wonderful and I could really go somewhere with it, but I am scared and I miss everyone terribly already.
• I showered quickly and did my lotion routine. I decided to pull on a pair of skinny jeans, my dad’s vintage ‘88 Blow Up Your Video World Tour AC/DC t-shirt and my red platform Chuck Taylors. I put on the bracelet from Frankie and I still have the necklace he gave me on and put on a pair of inch and a half silver hoop earrings. Messy bun for the hair, a little eyeliner, mascara, and clear gloss and at least I look decent.
• Breakfast consists of a cinnamon raisin bagel with strawberry cream cheese and coffee from K & T that was gifted to me before I left and macchiato creamer. Ok, I think I am all set to begin this new adventure. I grabbed my keys and backpack and I was out the door.