Chapter 176

• Nate’s POV
• Once again, we were left in a silence that was making me feel like ink was crawling all over my bare arms. My nervousness was coming back because there was no escaping discussing it right now. Jack was still leaning against the couch with both his hands stretched out at the back of the couch. I could feel the back of his hand touching the edge of the neckline of my white shirt, and that alone was making me grow more nervous. I wanted close the tiny space between us and press up against him, I wanted to climb over him and make out with my while grinding my ass over his hard on, I wanted to lay over his chest and listen to the beat of his heart, I wanted to lose myself to his lips and hands, I wanted to bring him so much pleasure with my mouth and hands, I wanted to lose myself into that soothing submissive headspace, eith him being right beside me, guiding me into it.
• But then, those were just what I wanted, I didn’t know what he wanted, I wasn’t sure if what he wanted wasn’t the complete opposite of all that I had just listed. The way he had kissed me yesterday at his office might be proving that perhaps he was on the same page as myself, but I can’t be so sure because he might have kissed me yesterday just for the fun of it, and not because he actually wanted me.