Chapter 2

• Alvin's eyes darkened, and his expression changed to anger, " That... thing?? " He asked, his voice shaking with anger. If he wasn't so mad, he would have laughed because the way Lucy said it was so funny. Lucy felt the anger in his voice and cracked one eye open to look at him. Alvin's glare had her peeling the second eye open and she placed her hands on her thighs.
• " I... I... I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel bad, " She forced the words out and gave him puppy-dog eyes. But it didn't work on him. It was as if the love he had for her disappeared along with his lust because he was staring at her with disgust.
• " I don't think you love me. Do you even trust me? " He asked quietly.
• Lucy sucked in a sharp breath, " Of course! Are you really asking me that?? Of course I love you! "
• " So why won't you let me make love to you? And why did you shout like that?? " He threw her the question that had been bothering him for a while.
• Lucy blushed and picked at her nails, " I'm sorry, it's just strange... kinda, " she whispered the last part.
• " What is? " Alvin asked, standing there stark naked and looking funny with his d*ck dangling as he talked.
• Lucy gestured towards his d*ck and eyed it warily. " That, " she answered quietly.
• " My God! " Alvin whispered, mortified by her response.
• " Don't get me wrong, I love you! " She said quickly.
• Alvin stared at her without saying a word. Lucy continued, " I... I just don't feel comfortable doing it with you... yet, " she finished with a sigh.
• Alvin was shocked, " What?! I'm your boyfriend, Lucy! " He shouted.
• " I know! I just don't feel comfortable going down that lane yet, " Lucy replied.
• " You're 23 for fuck's sake! " Alvin shouted, spreading his slim arms tiredly.
• " I'm so sorry, " Lucy whispered and blinked back the tears that threatened to fall.
• " To hell with you and your apology! I'm sick of putting up with you all these while, " Alvin spat out in contempt, his eyes filled with hatred.
• Lucy looked up to him, dumbfounded, " Wh... What? " She asked, wondering if she had imagine the hurtful words she heard.
• " You telling me that you can't have sex with me is sickening, " He repeated, showing no remorse.
• " I guess you've been waiting for the perfect time to tell me this, " Lucy said with a bitter smile.
• Alvin nodded, " Yeah, and one more thing? You'll never find a guy who would put up with this like I did. And you definitely won't get a guy who would treat you well the way I did. "
• " Wow, " Lucy whispered, too shocked and sad to say more.
• " I'm not done with you, " He said darkly. " You're just a b*tch who thinks she's better than every other girl out there. You're poor at kissing and I bet you're no good down there. "
• Lucy had had enough. She stood up in a hurry and picked her clothes. As if Alvin realized what he did, he raked his hands through his hair, not knowing how to apologize to her. Thinking physical contact could do the trick, he moved closer to her.
• " Get out of my way! " Lucy screamed and pushed him away. With her eyes filled with tears, she dressed up hurriedly, wanting to be anywhere else but his place. Alvin stared at her naked body with lust, but he couldn't have her, especially not after he hurt her that way.
• " You disgust me, you filthy... " She stopped herself just before she burst into fresh tears.
• Lucy grabbed her bag and literally ran out. Thankful for the darkness which enveloped her outside, she made her way home. She wouldn't be able to handle the curious and pitiful stares she would have received from people if it were in the afternoon. She didn't know how she got home, all she knew was, she had fling her bag carelessly on the chair and was now sobbing profusely. She heard some footsteps and immediately knew it was Rachel's without looking up.
• " Hey, I heard you come in. What's up? You're back early. Why did you... " Rachel stopped talking when she saw Lucy's tear streaked face.
• " Hey! What happened? Why are you crying? "
• Tearfully, Lucy explained everything that happened between her and Alvin. Rachel consoled her, " I warned you, Lucy. I told you that dumbass was up to no good. " She said gently.
• Lucy sniffed, and looked Rachel over. She seemed to notice her friend's outfit for the first time in hours. " Are you going out? "
• Rachel nodded, " Yeah, I was preparing to go to club. I don't think I'll go anymore. "
• Lucy looked surprised, " Why? Something came up? "
• Lucy stared at her, " You want me to go out and leave you in this state? No way, " She said firmly.
• " Let's go together then. I need to get some air so I won't kill myself because of the hurtful things that douchebag said to me. " She looked sideways at her friend, " I'll do that if you won't allow me to go to club with you. "
• Rachel raised an eyebrow in question.
• " Kill myself, " Lucy answered her friend's silent question.
• Rachel looked uncertain, " Are you sure you want to do this? You've not been to a club before, have you? " She asked.
• " It doesn't matter. I need it right now. Come on, get dressed and let's leave, " Lucy said and got up.
• Rachel shook her head, " You know, sometimes, I think you're crazy. "
• Lucy laughed, " Yeah I am, now get your ass up and let's go. "
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