Chapter 446

• It’s what I want. It shocks me that after everything in my life, every man who ever tried to force himself on me, I want him to do this to me. He’s right, though; the thrill of what he’s suggesting has me writhing and arching my body in wanton desire, almost begging him to take me with force. I’ve so much anger and aggression within me tonight, and it needs release. This endless need to have Jake forcefully take me must have deeper emotional roots, but I don’t care. Whatever messed-up part of me switches this on is beyond my comprehension, and I don’t want to begin analyzing it. Letting go of me suddenly, he sits up, releasing my legs and arms and moving away from me, giving me space.
• His eyes meet mine.
• “One little word, Emma, and I quit, okay? Just say stop, and I’ll leave you alone.” He looks at me differently, apprehension in his eyes for a moment, his voice unsure.