Chapter 335 Ruby

• I have a feeling Jake was either unsure if this was what he wanted, or he was feeling a little more nervous than he wanted to let on. I was kind of hoping it was more the second of the two, which, in many ways, was quite sweet really. There is nothing wrong with being nervous. Hell, I am nervous. It has been a long time since I have been near a man. Well, the only man I had been near was Seb. And obviously, the quick fumble with Jake on Esme’s graduation. That has been my whole experience with men. So, far from vast.
• But I do find it incredibly sweet to think he may be a little on the nervous side about being with me, though the longer he took in the shower the more I was beginning to think it was more that he was simply beginning to question his whole decision. Until he came into the bedroom, half naked, still damp and a towel slung low around his hips.
• My poor eyes did not know where to look! So I avoided looking at all. I already have seen him in swim shorts at the lake and know that his body is perfectly formed, like it could be chiseled from marble it is so toned and muscular, though that was to be expected of a Beta, especially one that I know that trains as much as Jake does.