Chapter 261 Rose

• I hear his words and realised I needed to do some repairs and quickly. I cannot have him thinking badly of me. I still need him as an option. I still need him to consider me as his mate. I still need him to want me. Maybe I have been a little too snappy and bitchy with him. I do have a habit of that sometimes. I am forever being picked up on for that by my father. Especially when I haven't had enough sleep. I need to try harder with Jake, at least for now, make him at least think I am a nice girl.
• Yet he sounds awfully annoyed. Irritated. And that can’t be a good thing. Not at all. It would be awful if he were the one to reject me because of how I was treating him. He seemed so keen to begin with. If anyone was going to be doing some rejecting, it should be me, and that would not be anytime soon. I needed to be doing some repairing, and quick!
• “I am sorry sweetie. I am not very good with all this sort of stuff. With romance and all the mate stuff. I am so lacking in experience, and don’t know what to do for the best. I am so sorry if I am a disappointment, Jake. Or if I am failing you as a mate. I have commitments to my Daddy’s business and must do what they expect of me, but that does not mean I do not want you. Please never think that. It may just take a little while” I lie.