Chapter 305 Jake

• We are sitting in a large car driving to Autumn Moon Pack, where Rose was from, having already dropped our cases off at the hotel we had booked. We had chosen to book a hotel away from the pack, deciding it would be for the best to do that in case there was any hostility from her family once we told them the news. I say in case of hostility, of course there would be hostility. At the end of the day, we had killed a pack member, or I had. We were literally coming to tell them that. Though Knox did say that the Alpha of the pack had offered us accommodation whilst there, which I find quite bizarre. Especially considering Knox had since told me that the Alpha was fully aware of the whole situation. Yet he was still fine enough to allow us into his pack. It made little sense to me,
• The scenery we drive through is breathtaking. Hills in almost every direction we look. Trees everywhere. I can see why Rose had said the area was beautiful. Though I still have to say I think where we are from is equally as beautiful, regardless of her negativity toward it when comparing the two. See, even with her gone, I find myself resentful without even meaning to be! Over the silliest of things she did. We had definitely been a very bizarre match. I think the moon goddess had made a mistake when putting us together. She had to have done, because no matter the direction I look at this, I cannot see a way in which it could have worked or a way we would have been a good combination. I don't think anyone other than a rich prince or Lord would have been good enough for Rose.
• My stomach feels so churned up with nerves about what lays ahead. I do not want this. But at the same time, I know this is what needs to happen and I have known that from the moment I had accepted what I had done. It was the right thing to do. Jaxx had still to make his reappearance, but I knew this was the honourable thing to do. And I wanted to do it. Knox agreed we were doing the right thing. I may change my mind when i am faced with her family, or her pack calling me a murderer...