Chapter 194 Manuel

• Right, I had had enough of just sitting here like we were waiting for Christmas. Sitting around doing nothing was not good whe I had so much weighing on my mind. I had places I wanted to go - mainly to be with my cousin. How long did the Werewolf Council think we were willing to sit around and do nothing? I know they have a job to do, but seriously now!
• I want to go and be with Gabe. He is my family. He is in there because of me. He came here to help me and my mate. I know he did. We wouldn’t have been at this hell hole of a pack if it wasn’t for me. If I hadn’t seen the need to follow everything officially to the rules. Coming to meet Lola’s parents, and her Alpha. Get their permission for her to be with me. Seems fucking stupid now, following the rules when the Alpha here clearly didn't respect any rules and made up his own as he went along. Listening to nobody but his own messed up head. I should never have come here.
• If I hadn’t done that, then Gabe would be ok. He wouldn’t have been in hospital with his side spit open, bleeding to death. This was my fault. I am so selfish. I needed to be there for him.