Chapter 89 Jordan's Lie

• GENESIS
• My body froze, and for a moment, my mind went blank. There was nothing but the feel of his soft and warm lips on mine. He was kissing me, he was drunk, and he was kissing me in his room, and we were alone. I panicked, and for a moment, I felt like I could not breathe as my heart beat so fast. I tried pulling away from him when the thought of all that could go wrong came popping into my mind. But he wouldn’t let up and kept kissing me even when I was fighting so hard to push him away.
• “Hmm…” I pushed and kicked, but for some reason, the drunk man seemed more energetic. Was he really drunk, or was he faking? Whatever the case was, I was getting scared, and the memories of almost being raped by my kidnapper made it harder for me to breathe. I was finally able to pull my lips away from him, and his lips came to my neck. Then he stopped and just remained still. I started taking deep breaths to calm myself down, and for a long time, that was exactly what I did while he remained on top of me. When I was calm enough, I paid attention to him and noticed that he was taking deep breaths. He still remained still like he had fallen asleep, and I breathed out heavily in relief. I thought of getting up, pushing him away maybe, but I was scared that if I did, he would get up and continue from where he stopped. So, I remained still, scared and panicking underneath him, until I fell asleep.