Chapter 110 Loss And Fear

• JORDAN
• I watched my mom walk into the condo casually and felt pain in my heart. She was sacrificing her happiness for me, sacrificing her freedom for my happiness, and I couldn't imagine how long she had been doing that. The staff who had been taking care of the condo welcomed her and escorted her into the house while I turned back to my car and drove off.
• I had never wanted something so badly in my life, not even when I wanted Samantha or companionship. I had never craved life the way I did now because I never knew what it was like. I always had to just breathe and walk and wait to be taken away. I only wanted to be with the woman I loved, believing that it would give me true happiness, especially because I felt she was the only one who could understand me. I was so ignorant, so foolish, so cold like a corpse that I never thought outside the box. I never thought about anything more until she came into my life, ruining everything and stealing what I thought was the most precious thing to me. Yet, here we are, in a place where she had magically become the most precious thing to me. How could I ever let go?