Chapter 136 Being Back

• JORDAN
• I had been gone for two whole weeks, and there was no way to take it all back. The time I had spent without her, the time I had lost with her. The misery she could have gone through. All the pain and chaos that I had put her through, the questions, the doubts that I was so sure she would have, made me agitated, panicked, and even cranky.
• If my family had given her an explanation for my sudden disappearance, then I wouldn't feel so terrible. But they didn't, they said nothing to her until the very last minute. I didn't want to imagine what she might have thought of me, of our relationship. And the fear of thinking that she might have woken up one morning and left during these two weeks made my heart ache so bitterly, it left a bitter feeling in my mouth and in the pit of my stomach.