Chapter 198 A Silhouette

• My body suddenly felt extremely hot. My heart skipped a beat and started beating faster. I could no longer feel my knees, but I knew they were there. Tears blurred my vision and soon started pouring down my eyes as the possibility of what I had always wanted shone before my eyes. Joy flooded me, dancing around me, penetrating my heart, my skin, my mind, and flowing through my veins with the blood within. It tingled my skin and filled my heart with warmth, gratitude, and thanks. It was the best news of my life, and I wanted to dance. I wanted to scream, to jump, to spin. I wanted to yell to the world that I had Jordan’s baby in my womb and that I would be a proud mother. Then it suddenly hit me. Jordan.
• All the amazing feelings I had in my heart disappeared almost instantly, and my heart tightened. Pain sprang from it, and the heat around me simply intensified. Jordan, what would he think? What would he do? He would make me abort the baby, and I could not afford to do that.
• Oh my God. My body grew weak, and I fell to the ground, unable to hold myself. I imagined the way he would look at me, the way he would see me, and felt my heart tear into shreds. He would think I was selfish, he would believe that I didn’t care enough, whereas, this was not my fault.