Chapter 50

• What would you feel exactly if you found out that the love of your life will be with someone other than you? What sensations would pierce you like a dagger in the chest when you imagine how he and she achieve their happily ever after while you, only see from a distance what you wanted so much? What would you feel if I tell you that they will continue with their lives while you remain stuck in time, wondering what you did wrong for everything to end like this?
• What goes through your mind if I tell you that he and you will not end up together after all the fighting you did to make them end up together?
• Yes, that feeling you have, that feeling of desperation, anguish, and immense desire to cry was what was eating me up inside. As if a great void opened in your chest. A sensation that only the greatest pain and descent could cause. It burns. A lot.