Chapter 55

• It was like Victoria knew that Serena was thinking of ending it all. She was by her side the whole and even brought the kids to keep her company when she couldn’t . Maya was the sweetest, even though she was asking endless questions she was still very cute and respectful. She indirectly made Serena feel comfortable, she at least put a smile on her face. She thought she was going to be more miserable around kids but it turned out that children could give her some much needs therapy.
• She wondered what would happen to Victoria and the het god children if she did actually end her life, thinking about it then made her realise how selfish she could have been. The heartache she could’ve have caused them. She also started thinking about Ethan , how was he going to feel? Would he be hurt? She had all the questions but no answers, she still needed to know if Ethan really loved her because no matter how much she wanted to be far away from him she still loved him, she knew that she was not just punishing but herself too.
• But she still couldn’t stop thinking about the shock on his face when he found out that she may not be able to have kids anymore, it kept replaying in her head, she felt horrible knowing that she couldn’t have his kids, she wanted to blame it all on him but she knew that she was being unfair, how was he supposed to know that his ex girlfriend was a mad woman. Even his own mother loved that woman more than her. She wondered how he felt knowing that Elaine not only killed his child but also tricked his mother into doing her bidding.