Chapter 48 Let Me Be Cody's Slave

• “ Since you have apologized and had bath with her, why are you still angry? How did you apologize?” Lily notices that my fists are bloody and dirty. “ I just said that I should not have called her whore.” Lily shakes her head with resignation. “ That is not a good one. That does not show your sincerity. Did she forgive you?” I roar immediately, “ I am her master. Why should I let her forgive me?” Lily pats me on the shoulder and says, “ When we do things wrong, we always want others to forgive me, no matter we are masters or slaves. Asking for Forgiveness is not for the victims but for ourselves, for our inner peace.”
• “ Then, what should I say?” Lily can always persuade me. “ Apologize to her sincerely and tell her what you thought and how you felt at the time. Be sincere and the world will treat you sincerely. OK, now tell your dear sister what really happened and why you are still frustrated.”
• I sigh. “ When I was about to get in, she was talking with Alger happily. She said that the rightest thing she dad ever done was to call Alger to my room.” Lily pouts. “ Youare jealous.” Lily soon draws a conclusion. “ I am not jealous. Emelia is my slave rather than Alger is . Why should I be jealous?” I disagree immediately. Lily says nothing and nods towards me letting me to continue. “ But when facing me, Emelia turns around and avoids talking with me. I am angry because she is impolite to me. Even if I agree to treat her equally, what she did is impolite.” Lily smiles softly. “ So you are unhappy just because she was impolite.” I mutter, “ And I confessed to her but she said nothing.”