Chapter 84

• The toxic rhythm of the beat sounds loud in our ears. I want him to watch this film and feel my euphoria at his touch, the depth of my love for him. I want him to have it on film as a silent witness. He twists his fingers again and I groan and fall into another intense orgasm. I am overtaken. I slump forward and he leans over me and pulls my hair over to one side of my neck and kisses my shoulder blade, his breath quivering. He needs me to take care of him. I turn and dive my tongue into his mouth and with renewed vigour I mouth the words to him.
• “Get on your back.” His eyes bore into mine and dilate and his neck cracks. He takes my hand and leads me over to the double ottoman in the middle of the room which I now realise is covered in a white sheet. I smile—this was his plan all along. He wants me to take him, dressed like this in my corset, suspender belt and stockings. I slowly peel his boxer shorts away and am greeted with his mouth–watering erection, the thick veins coursing its length. I have never seen him so hard. It’s hard not to taste him—I’m dying to. He lies down on his back and I step over him, my hands on his shoulders. Slowly but slowly I slide my wet core along the length of him and he hisses in approval as he closes his eyes. I lift my hips and grab the base of him to lower myself onto his waiting cock. I groan at the intense pressure as his body possesses mine. My mouth is open as I work my way down onto him. Our gaze is locked and I’m having trouble taking him this way up first. He’s so large. I’m moving side to side to allow my body to loosen and he stills my hips with his hands as he lurches forward. I pant and look into his dilated blue eyes. He’s trying to stop himself from climaxing. Trying to hold it together. I mouth the words, “Fuck me.”
• He smiles a slow seductive smile and starts to move. His eyes flick to the screen as his mouth hangs open and he looks back at me and mouths the word, “Watch.”