Chapter 31 Regrets And Confessions

• I woke up to the throbbing headache that came with the raising of my head. I lay back down, not wanting to worsen the headache I had. Pictures of what had transpired between I and Jason flash through my mind, I had let my emotions get the best of me. Now, I was even more confused about how I truly felt but I couldn't deny that I enjoyed every touch from Jason. I wouldn't say I didn't regret it either. I had cheated on Dominic, now I felt untrustworthy. If Dominic was to find out that I and Jason had a thing, given their feud, things wouldn't go well. I reached out to feel for Jason but he wasn't there, I turned over. He had left me in his room, he probably knew how I would feel the next morning. He was thoughtful, too thoughtful that I nearly said he was even more thoughtful than Dominic.
• My emotions were amiss, I couldn't tell who I liked more. I loved Jason for his sweet and thoughtful nature and on the other hand, I love Dominic for his courage, grit, and just for being him. I felt my headache triple from overthinking, I shut my eyes and tried to zone out for a while. I didn't want to have to think about something so confusing and complicated. After my headache relatively subsided, I got up to have a bath before getting into my clothes. At least, he wasn't violent when we drowned in the Passions of lust, unlike Dominic. My clothes would have been ripped to shreds. I walked to the living room, I did not know how to face him.
• “Good morning,” he caught me right in the act of sneaking off into the living room. This was embarrassing.