Chapter 12 Facing The Consequences

• "While I thought of this, my mind could not help but wander to wonder about Brenda and Minnie. What Aariv said was indeed true. I could not count the number of times I had seen my father come home with another woman. Most of the time, they were werewolves from our pack. This had caused my mother to keep Brenda against a lot of females in the pack. She never trusted one. This prejudice against other females in the pack that they would jump at any opportunity to have the Alpha between their legs spilled over and almost infiltrated my mischievous partnership with Samantha when I was little.
• To be fair, I never fancied the girl, she was just to me an accomplice, a follower. She was clingy but was a tough one; as tough as iron for she would rather break than bend. That mentality led to her almost coming to blows with my mother. My mother had suspected that Samantha was a bad egg who only wanted me because I was the Alpha to be and when she confronted Samantha about it, hell broke loose and both the woman and the young girl forgot all decency and fought like winning would change the mentality of the other. In the end, my father had locked her up in detention for a week. As a test, my mother told me not to visit her and see if she would stay friends with me after she was released; if she did, she was a pure one, if she did not, she was a con. Surprisingly to my mother, she did and my mother died with the hopes that I would be with Samantha and not end up like my father. But look at me now; falling for a werewolf who cannot even transmute to a werewolf and having an affair with a service wolf. As I had thought, Samantha was not in the picture…
• Things have not been easy for me. 'Why did I do it?' I had to ask myself and in no time that question took its toll on me. I don't know why I did what I did. This day, everything has just been so awkward and I don't even seem to understand some of it. I could remember that things went the wrong turn. I know Samantha is angry with me, I can just say it's not my fault. Shooting the arrow at her wasn't my intention. How it ended in her body is still a question I find very difficult to understand. Right there, I don't know what to do, I am kinda confused and at the same time very clouded.