Chapter 5 Infiltrated

• Lucian’s POV
• I have never been this restless before. I never thought someone as miniscule as a rogue wolf would ever shake me up like this. I didn’t even get any sleep last night because I felt guilty for the way I treated her, for the way I spoke to her. I am not a good person and the little bit of morality I have left in me has always been hanging on by a thread.
• It hasn’t even been thirty minutes since I so violently chased the girl out of my room but every instinct inside me is telling me to go to her. To kiss her and hold her. God the things I want to do to her because of the mate bond. I want to mark her and I want to have the most amazing night of my life with her because I know for sure that it’ll feel so good.
• Just being next to her feels like heaven. I can only imagine what it would feel like to be inside of her. Jesus Christ.
• “For a minute there I thought I would never get to have you all to myself tonight Lucian…” Aria’s voice brings me back to reality. She walks towards me, swaying her hips seductively but all I can do is imagine Serena in her place. All I have been able to do since I found my damn mate is think about her.
• Aria presses her body against my bare chest and wraps her hands around my neck. My hands instinctively wrap around her waist by mere reflex. As werewolves, we have a very high sex drive and it can be torturous sometimes. Aria has always known how to satisfy me but sex with her has never had a deeper meaning. It has always been just sex and nothing more even though she relentlessly tries to make it seem bigger than what it is.
• I have never made love to her or anyone before but for the first time in my life, I think I could make love to Serena. As Aria presses her lips against mine, I imagine her to be Serena. As she finds my hardness, I imagine her hands to be Serena’s and in a second, I am overcome with so much pleasure that I speed with her towards my king-sized bed.
• Soon all our dresses are somehow torn off our bodies. Aria giggles as she spreads her legs for me but I can’t bring myself to look at her face. The only image I want in my mind as I fuck Aria is Serena’s face. I want to think only about my mate as I thrust into my girlfriend. I know this seems evil of me but it is the only way I will ever be able to derive any pleasure from this.
• I spin Aria around so she’s on all fours, so I don’t have to look at her face and in a swift motion, as if my life depended on it, I thrust inside her. She moans like she always does but for the first time it sounds all wrong and all it does is turn me off. This is what the mate bond does to you. It hinders you from having any sort of pleasure unless it comes from your mate.
• I pull Aria up so I can wrap my hands around her mouth to stop her moaning.
• “Be quiet!” I order and she’s breathing heavily now, and her pussy is getting wetter and wetter as I thrust inside her. I wrap my hands around her neck and close my eyes, imagining Serena’s face and just the thought of my mate being in Aria’s place right now, just the thought of my mate being under me as I fuck her raw makes me tremble with unimaginable pleasure.
• I turn into an absolute animal as Aria arches her back better for me. My speed increases and I’m sweating and I’m grunting as I come undone with one person my mind.
• Serena. Serena. Serena. Serena. Serena. Serena.
• I’m going to lose my mind if this goes on for much longer. The girl needs to get her wolf soon so she can be killed. I am not going to lie and say the mate bond doesn’t feel good but it makes me weak and vulnerable. It is turning me into someone I do not recognize and I do not like not being in control of my emotions. She has infiltrated my mind in less than a day like a disease.
• I cannot even have sex with Aria without thoughts of her attacking my senses. It is annoying and I hate it.
• “That was amazing Tristan.” Aria says with a giggle, breathing heavily as she draws circles around my chest with her index finger. Even her touch disgusts me now.
• “I thought your mate bond with the girl would stop you from deriving pleasure with me but I see now that I was wrong. It was unwise of me to think that she could come between us. I know now that she is nothing to you.”
• Aria doesn’t know what she is talking about and perhaps it is best that she continues to believe her delusions. As I lay back on my bed, trying to find even a moment of peace, I hear an alarm go off and suddenly, all my senses are on alert as I jerk off from my bed. I rush to the bathroom, hastily cleaning myself up and putting on proper clothes.
• “Stay here.” I say to Aria, emphasizing the two words by pointing at her with my index finger and then without another word, I leave my room in a haste, rushing towards the commotion.
• “What the hell is going on?” I ask a guard who rushes towards me once he spots me. Sweat is on his forehead and he’s breathing heavily as he tries to talk.
• “Rogues have infiltrated the mansion sir.” The guard explains almost out of breath. “We spotted about fifty of them and we’ve lost a dozen of our men already in a span of only a minute. They have guns and their bullets are laced with wolfsbane. We don’t know if some of them have successfully entered the castle already.”
• I pace back and forth, anger rising as I breathe heavily. For them to have made it this far. For them to have even infiltrated the mansion in the first place is unbelievable. This place is a maze and security in here is tight. This isn’t just some coincidence. This attack was carefully orchestrated and all this tells me is that we have a traitor in our midst. Someone let those rogue wolves in here and once I find them, I’ll kill them.
• “Where is my father?” I ask the guard impatiently.
• “Under protection sir. We’re handling the situation as best as we can but sir, we need you.”
• “Follow me.” I say simply to the guard and summon up all the energy I can muster. My wolf side is on alert and right now, I am murderous. I’m going to kill them all.