Chapter 19 Find Her

• Lucian ’s POV
• To say I am in shock would be an understatement. I cannot even begin to put into words the pain I feel. I have never felt anything like it. It is such a foreign feeling that I feel like my immune system is literally reacting negatively to the emotional pain of it all. I want to die. I want to evaporate. I want to cease to exist.
• I want to find Brendan and I want to rip him to pieces but more importantly, I think I want to strangle Serena. I know I won’t be able to do it because even after how much she has hurt me tonight, I still feel so deeply for her, I still care about her. To hell with the mate bond. To hell with being fated mates. If I could take it all back I would.