Chapter 13 I Can't Breath

• “Fuck” I mutter as my breath hitches. And I reach my hand to grip something. My breaths coming out in pants.
• I can’t fucking breathe. Oh god. This only happens when I think of my father. When I remember all the things he’s done to me to become this heartless beast of a person. The one that’s scary. Not worthy of love. Not worthy of sympathy. I’ve done too many bad things in this life to deserve anything but a harsher death than the ones I’ve dealt out.
• I suck in air but nothing I can’t breathe. I’m wheezing now.