Chapter 35

• Richard
• I can't stand this shit anymore, I feel like if I spend one more day next to Hannah I'll end up shooting myself. I never imagined that living together would be hell with her, she insists on us being together and doesn't seem to understand that for now I need to focus on my health. I have the first surgery scheduled, my grandmother says it's best not to postpone things that have a quick solution for too long. On the other hand, I don't see much progress with my wife and the psychiatrist. She becomes more irritable every day and is far from being the sweet and charming woman I once knew; now she is demanding and cruel.
• I have caught her several times being rude to Mrs. Clara, which disgusts me, but the doctor has prescribed avoiding arguments where she feels pressured. It's too damn hard to have to put up with her rude attitude. I asked my grandmother to accept Mrs. Clara into her house for a while, I don't want Hannah to disrespect her. Although if everything goes well, we will soon be divorced. I thought I could have the relationship we once had again, but the truth is I no longer love her, I feel nothing for her. My whole life now belongs to Claudia, and yet she wants nothing to do with me.