Chapter 75 Lachlan

• The last few days had been torture. I had busied myself with work, and then when work was done, I spent as many evenings out drinking with my friends as I possibly could. Anything I possibly could to distract myself from the mess that was Seren. Or, maybe it was the mess that was me, I did not truthfully know...
• I had hoped in being busy as much as I was, and being away from pack in an evening that I could avoid interaction with Seren. That was my first and foremost thought. But, all I had succeeded in doing was tiring myself out, and Seren simply did not seem to take the hint that I was avoiding her. She continued to attempt to contact me. Mindlinks… messages, or if that did not work a phone call. You would think soon enough the girl would get the damn message, but no, each day she had tried. Until, at least, I had done a little damage control. Then her attempts had ceased.
• You’d think the peace would be relaxing, yet instead it unsettled me. There was no explaining how my fucked up mind worked anymore, and my wolf was of no assistance, he, if anything, seemed to be finding the whole situation amusing more than anything, only infuriating me further. But, being unsettled had me on edge, and I began to wonder if Seren was okay. Question if she was hurt, and that was why her attempts to reach me had stopped... So, every few moments I found myself looking at my damn phone. Questioning if it may be faulty in some way… or if her phone may be damaged. Wondering if I should reach out to ensure she was safe... but then talking myself out of that, knowing if she wasn't I would have heard of it by now... And then the cycle would restart again... and again...