Chapter 103 Lachlan

• It had tore me apart hearing that Seren was leaving pack. When I had been all but forced to agree to not seeing her, I was comforted by the fact that Seren was in pack. She was being cared for by our own doctors, and some of the best around at that. Plus, she had our families visiting her. I knew, despite not being able to see her, she was close, and she was well. Hearing she was well enough to be discharged from the pack hospital had been a rush of relief, of course it had, but that had soon been replaced by a flood of pain the moment Marcus told me that he had permitted for her to go and continue her studies in the city. He was allowing her to leave me. Leave our pack. And, I believed his reasoning for that was because of how I had treated her.
• Marcus was my friend, but he was also a friend to Seren. I believed, considering the way in which he acted around me of late that he found himself torn between the two friendships... perhaps rightly so. We had always been taught to protect Seren, and Marcus had more duty to do so as Alpha. Plus, I knew he felt betrayed by me for not sharing the truth with him sooner. I felt I was losing my friend. I had already lost Cole, that much was clear, and now I think I was in the process of losing Marcus too.
• I was lonely. Feelng like I was on my own. Tyr was already gone. I was sure of it. I had not heard sound nor sight of him. I could not sense him any longer. Before, even when he was struggling, I could faintly sense him lingering at the far reaches of my mind. Moping in his own self pity, as I did the same. But now there was nothing but silence. Deafening and dealthly silence. It was torture. I wanted the irritating fucker back.