Chapter 114 Lachlan

• The silence was deafening, and frustration rushed through me at the fact Seren had not replied. I know it had to have hurt her that I never went back to the hospital. I had sworn to her I would prove myself and because of my Aunt telling me to stay away, and my mother agreeing I had gone back on my promise to Seren. I had failed her yet again. Was it any wonder that she would not trust me now? But, my Aunt's words had hurt, and I did as she asked, especially when my own Mum had backed her up. Family meant everything to me. But, now I relaize that maybe Seren meant more.
• A matebond is something to be cherished. And I had tossed mine away so easily. A choice I would forever regret. I should have gone to Seren. She deserved better. I should have put the matebond first and done all I could to fix the mess my fucked up brain had created. Her and I could have been good together. The moon goddess clearly believed so. My heart ached once again as I thought it all over. I had gone over these thoughts so many times in my head since Seren had walked away from pack, and each time I did it all came down to me… my lack of knowing the truth.
• I rose from the bed, unable to continue to torture myself with these thoughts. It was evident that Seren had given up on me. She had no intention of replying to me. I walked across the cabin to where the punchbag was set up in the corner alongside the other home gym equipment, and began to take my frustrations out on that instead. My fists pounding one after the other into the leather of the bag. Harder and faster as my anger built.