Chapter 76 Family Meal With The Boyfriend

• M E R E D I T H
• I do not like the idea of this but then sooner or later this will happen and it was better that this would happen now than later. Oh shit. Shit shit shit shit. I am very much nervous. I have been nervous since this morning as soon as I told Diether about it and he agreed. He is now driving here and even though I am excited to see him again, I am still tremendously feeling nervous and scared of how this day will end.
• I stared at myself in front of my mirror and looked at my reflection while I fixed my hair and tried to make myself look better rather than look like I am covered with anxiety. I tried to keep reminding myself that I was going to be alright and that this day is going to be alright because Dad himself wanted to speak with Diether and he was the one who told me to invite him for dinner so we could talk more about me and him in front of my father and my older brother which I think is actually a nerve wracking idea knowing that my older brother tends to get easily angry when I am around another guy.