Chapter 55 STUPID CUPID

• M E R E D I T H
• Days flew by quickly, and I was content to go about my daily activities while ignoring Diether's stares, glances and a few texts he had given me expressing his want to meet with me in private. There was nothing to talk about, though, and I had made up my mind that there was no need for us to communicate ever again or at all. I am not sure what he wanted to talk to me about now but I am indeed very much curious, despite the fact that I keep reminding myself not to give in and not to give him the chance to talk to me and try to seduce me into returning to our sexual connection.
• But then again who am I kidding when I know for a fact that my body wants him so badly and that whenever I think about him or how it used to feel when his dick is inside me quickly and forcefully the way I want him to do it and how he complies to how I want him inside me, my entire body warms up. Despite the fact that I am distant from him, I still feel my entire heat rushing all over me from the top of my head to the tip of my toenails. The more I try to hold it in and the more I try to tell myself that I do not need to be with him, the more I freaking crave for him.