Chapter 58 OLDER BROTHERS

• M E R E D I T H
• When Thad finally decided to team up with Lawrence, they played against another two-man team who seemed a bit aggressive players where their girlfriends were obviously fondling and obsessing over my older brothers who were more focused in winning the game as they had betted a whopping amount of to hundred and fifty dollars, winner takes all. Lawrence had always been a show off when it comes to his sporty ability, he can play any sport and he would excel in every single one of it. Sometimes I asked him why he never actually pursued being a pro player, but then Lawrence had always had a high respect towards our dad, that is why he dreams of taking over dad’s car shop and continuing his legacy even though dad had told him to pursue sports which Lawrence is incredible at.
• I did not anticipate Thad to be a terrific volleyball player because I remember Lawrence has always been the sporty one, but Thad had a few techniques under his sleeves that helped them beat the other players in the area. As they were spending time under the sun, playing beach volleyball and winning every game and every bet that the other beachgoers had with them, I was trying to get a good tan because in the back of my head, heat from the sun is good to help boost your mood. Lately, I have been under pressure and stress because of things in the uni and of course the bugging thoughts about Diether which I have been subconsciously forcing myself to forget and move on from. There are days when my body really craves for him and his dick inside me but then again I know so well that I deserve better and I should continue stopping myself from doing so which I have been getting actually great at.