Chapter 39 RESERVE SECTION

• M E R E D I T H
• When Monday rolled around, my life had returned to normal, though I was still a little sore from how we fucked before leaving the cabin. My body is sore, and my vagina is sore, but despite this, I had a fantastic fucking weekend that I will never be able to replace with anyone else. When I told Ramona about what had happened and that I was back in this friends with benefits situation with Diether, she was overjoyed and pleased that I was finally allowing myself to explore myself, my sexuality, and becoming much closer to my womanhood, as well as learning more about what satisfies me and what I love in bed that Diether offered me. I had not told her yet that Diether had come inside me thrice over the weekend, and I let him do so because it felt great when he was bursting inside me and feeling his warm cum because he told me not to worry about it, and I did not want to worry about it.
• I was still unsure how to end things with Carver, and I absolutely did not know what words to actually say to him. Ramona advised me to continue dating Carver because he would be unaware of my sexual relationship with Diether, and that once my friend with benefits situation with Diether ended, I would still have a man to date. But I thought that it was unfair for Carver and I knew it was, at the same time I realized that no one would want to keep dating for three months because Carver would want to be in a relationship with me even after only a month of dating, and I am certain of that.