Chapter 242 Real Pain And Heartbreak

• Leilani
• The days that passed were nothing but a blur of pain and heartbreak. It was exactly as I had feared, that my affair with Adonis would end up as a painful one-sided love and heartbroken separation. It was my first time falling in love and I was already shattered and bleeding inside. I had blocked out the entire world, keeping to myself and wallowing in my agony.
• His rejection kept replaying over and over in my head, and the pieces of my dead and wounded heart cracked even further. I had cried so hard over the days, sobbing uncontrollably into my palms in the middle of the nights. Flashbacks filled my mind of the good times when Adonis could not stop himself from running his hands over my body, touching and caressing me in a way that took me to whole new heights of carnal pleasure… but those memories only evoked mind-bending pain, and more burning tears.