Chapter 133

• Another tear rolled down, even though I was trying so hard to stop being unreasonably emotional. “No, don’t fucking mind me, I guess I was becoming unbearable.” I was filled with so much shame, that I just wanted to go back to my bedroom and curl into the soft bed and hide beneath the sheets till I feel ready to face him again.
• “No, shit, that’s not it. I’m just, I’m fucking messed up right now, I was feeling very vulnerable before you came in and I just didn’t want you to see me like that.” From his tone, it was obvious that he did not like to talk about his feelings. He raised my face so I could look at him. He really looked apologetic, dark eyes solemn. “I’m sorry, I definitely could have worded it differently. Shit, all I’ve been doing ever since we got here is apologize. I must be such a fucking jerk towards you.”
• I sniffled, my lips still tingling from his kiss, voice cracking. “Yes. Yes, you are.”