Chapter 419 Nolan’s Denial

• To Nolan, James’ presence was at least felt and noticed by Jocelyn, even though she loved him as a friend. If it hadn’t been for that, Jocelyn wouldn’t have done so many things with James, including taking pictures closely with each other, yet Nolan hadn’t gotten a chance to do any of those things with her at all.
• Am I really such a nobody to her? After all, it almost seemed like she never wanted to kiss me. In fact, now that I come to think of it, we only held hands every time because I wanted to. So, it’s unlikely that Jocelyn has feelings for me. No, I’m sure she has no feelings for me. As Jocelyn often appeared to be passive in their interaction, Nolan was beginning to think she might have never been in love with him at all in the first place. While many believed a person’s inaction was a sign of unfaithfulness in a relationship, he was more convinced with the reason that Jocelyn couldn’t forget her former boyfriend.
• At that moment, Nolan mocked himself in irony for his naivety, thinking he could replace the man in Jocelyn’s heart until he learned the moment of truth. So that’s what love is about. No matter how hard you try, you will never win the heart of someone you love. All those moments that touched our hearts were just nothing more than false emotions playing tricks with our minds. After everything I have done for her out of love, she still can’t forget about the other man. Am I destined to never be with the woman I love for life?