Chapter 55
- He was on the verge of a deep panic attack, his giddy feet traveled from one side to the other, his fingers moved tremulously, rarely had Leonardo White been so agitated as he was at that moment, with his blond hair disheveled, with his naked torso, his lips cracked from so many bites he had given himself on them. The volume of his own thoughts was like the waves of the sea: they carried him away, making him weaken, he tried to keep calm, but it seemed too difficult to do so, because that problem had returned, and something told him that this time he could not control it, the effort he put in silencing his impulses was completely null, he insulted himself for letting himself be punished by an impulse as stupid as that one, it was not even a disease, but it distressed and distressed him like one.
- Three days had passed since he had taken Emma's body for the first time, and not only had he not been able to detach that pleasant, heavenly feeling from his mind, but feeling her body, for some reason, had awakened in him that "problem" with which not too many years ago, he did not fight, there was no reason to fight that issue, because Emma had not appeared in his life in that timeline, but in the current one, yes, and he knew he had to do something, he had to calm down. "I just require willpower," he said to himself, biting his nails. He closed his eyes for a moment, recreating in his head what three days ago had taken place. It had been the most wonderful experience of his life, and it was too much to say for a man who had had more than a hundred women in his bed, she... she had been the best, but, in some ironic way, the most inexperienced, the most innocent of all, remembering how she told him that she couldn't stand it anymore, somehow, filled him with excitement, with desires of wanting to repeat it, if under his will he would have repeated it, but she had told him no, that he needed some time, that ‘it still hurt’.
- Leonardo took a seat on the bed in his apartment, someday he dreamed of her going to live there, with him... only with him.