Chapter 98 Ninety Eight

• Callian's POV
• My fight with Monica has escalated to the extent that she wants to leave me. Monica is about to reject me. She's about to reject my mark. I shouldn't have talked about her past . She was nothing like me. The number of people I have killed is uncountable. She's right to try to stop me, but I didn't handle it well, and I hurt her. I'm a fucking idiot.
• My chest is constricted from lack of oxygen and I feel empty again without her. She's the reason I had a heartbeat. She can't leave. I love her. My anger gets in the way sometimes and I know I just yank her to the wall roughly on impulse. I didn't do it on purpose. She knows that. Why is she this persistent about leaving? Leaving me won't save those witches. I wish there was another way to fix things. Something that wouldn't involve killing people but there's none. Why won't she understand me? I'm not doing it for fun.