Chapter 81 My First Shift

• Monica's POV
• Stephen's babies are really beautiful and I can't stop talking about them . Seeing them has touched something inside of me . Life seems so simple and unpredictable as I look at them earlier. It's the way we live it after every event that matters. How we respond to loss and disappointments is a choice and I'm wondering if I'm making the right choice here. My life hasn't been mine for twenty five years. Is it wrong to want to live it on my terms? Not under someone else control?
• Callian is sweet sometimes and I can tell he has changed from the man I met in that meeting but he's controlling and cruel. I don't know if I can live that way considering I just gained my independence a few moments ago. Will I be able to make myself a priority in his life? He saved me twice I know and he turns to a better man each time it happens but does it have to be so? Do I have to be dying before he realizes my worth?.