Chapter 69

• The whole situation with Yaritza and Karenna had taken an emotional toll on me. Even though she wasn't mine I could not give her away. Yaritza was a slut and she hurt me so bad, that I wasn't even sure I could be in a monogamous relationship again. I did everything for Yaritza and she still didn't appreciate it.
• I flipped through the files on my desk. I reviewed and signed off on a few. I sat back in my chair and stared out the window. Thoughts of seeing Cadence today had made me a little happier. After our last encounter, something happened between us and I wasn't sure if I could continue to see her. Then today, to see her out the clear blue, made me want to be with her as if something was missing. She had agreed to go out to dinner with me. I was shocked when she agreed. I think I really like her and many would think I was crazy but sometimes things happen between two people that is unexplainable.
• It could be that she wasn't the usual that Lilly brought into the organization. Maybe it was that she was untouched or maybe she didn't seem like the typical escort. She wasn't extravagant in materialistic things and she seemed appreciative. I had heard the others talk about some of the ladies that Lilly employed and I think it kinda turned me off. But just that one taste of pleasuring her body the night of the ball, when she was nervous and shy, made me want her even more. She worked her body without hesitation and surrendered herself to me. Although I wasn't allowed to penetrate her, she gave me everything else whether she knew it or not .