Chapter 112 Grow A Backbone

• The sun rose as it always did to show that the world did not revolve around me and my mishaps. It seemed to shine even brighter that day, just rubbing it on my face.
• I felt like a shell filled with nothing but the worst feelings ever. I could not even breathe in without it exploding in so much pain. I could not blink, the hole inside me getting wider yet I had to get up just as the sun rose. I went and took a shower, spacing out so many times it was alarming.
• Going to my room was out of the question so I had to utilize what I had before me. My bare feet carried me to the king’s closet, as naked as I was, shivering because in my absent mind, I had showered with cold water, only realizing just as I was turning the water knob off.