Chapter 511

• We were panting on the couch like we had run a marathon, my head was resting on his shoulder, my chest pressed to his, but as soon as his breath came back to normal, Cole pulled me out of his lap and as I stand up, I could see a big wet spot on his sweat pants. He didn’t say much, he only told me I should go to bed right away and that we should pretend that never happened. I remember feeling confused, he sounded mad and ashamed but I thought he was enjoying what we were doing as much as I was. I climbed up the stairs to my bedroom, and as I closed the door behind me, I went to the mirror and lifted my nightgown seeing my cotton white panties completely see through with wetness. I felt really embarrassed thinking again that I had peed myself, so I took my panties off. As I looked close at it, I saw it didn’t seem and it didn’t smell like pee. I was puzzled so I just dropped it on the ground and putting clean panties on I went to bed. It took me a couple of years to understand exactly what we did that day, and when it dawned on me, I couldn't help but smile with the knowledge that we both came that night.
• All these memories flashed through my mind in the blink of an eye and I saw in his face that he remembered that night just as well as I did. I sipped my Coke again trying to appear nonchalant, and put it on the counter beside the fridge before turning back to face him, keeping my eyes fixed on his in a challenge way.
• “What do you want to talk about?” I asked curious about what he was going to say to me. After what happened that night, I barely saw him. He avoided me for days and then my parents sent me to my grandparents house for the summer. By the time I came back, he had already left for college. I saw him from afar throughout the years, sometimes we exchanged some pleasantries but nothing farther.