Chapter 261

• I got ready and headed to school. Everything went fine. Kim of course came to my homework program after school. I talked about school and college with her and a couple of her friends. As per tradition, we both acted like nothing had happened again.
• I never saw Kim outside of the homework help program for the rest of that year. However, I found out doing my laundry about a week after this happened that Kim had left those satin black panties in the hamper in my bathroom. I found them after they had gone through the wash. I thought about returning them, but could not think of any decent way to do that without risking getting caught with her underwear. When I realized I couldn’t do it, I decided to throw them out. I had gotten as far as opening the garbage can in my kitchen, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I held them over the open can for a bit, before abruptly turning and heading to my bedroom, where I proceeded to fold the panties up, put them at the bottom of my underwear drawer, and then masturbate to thoughts of Kim in them – and out of them.
• The following summer I worked construction again. I certainly didn’t need the money, between teaching and that homework program I was raking in the money, but I needed something to keep my mind off other topics. I tried a few times to go out with my friends and hook up with other chicks, but for whatever reason, whenever I got close to another girl, thoughts of Kim entered my mind, stopping me from going any farther with any of the girls. By the end of the summer, it had been nearly two years since I had last had sex, which was with that bartender I had a summer fling with. This obviously meant that I was masturbating on a regular basis. I figured I would make it through one more year, Kim’s senior year, then she’d be gone and my mind would straighten itself out and I could try relationships again.