Chapter 42
- I woke up very refreshed, but I was restless to get out of this room. Without windows I didn’t even know if it was night or day. I paced the floor checking the doors, still locked no surprise there. I was starting to feel like a caged animal.
- What were their plans for me? I couldn’t see them just keeping me here for someone to fuck. With all the fucking going on I hadn’t had time to think; now I just couldn’t think clearly. I wanted out, but I wanted fucked. My body was screaming for attention. Hell, how could I escape? I had no clothes or food to take, and no access to any. I decided to sit in a hot bath and try to relax to figure this out. I knew I’d get fucked, it was the one thing I could count on here.
- I started the water as hot as I could stand it. I slipped in to the tub, enjoying the water creeping over my body as it filled the tub. I let the heat of the water relax my body. Once it was deep enough, I slid under the water, wishing I’d wake up in my old boring life. I had just ended a bad 5 year relationship. I hated being alone, but was determined not to get into another relationship for sex. I felt I deserved more. My ex had been great in bed, but very neglectful, even borderline abusive, in every other aspect of our relationship. I loved high risk sex and he always had a way of finding places that were high risk. We would sneak into the storerooms of various department stores; we even had sex in a department store dressing room.