Chapter 319 Ruined My Life

• "I dare not face you anymore. I don't want you to become a widow at such a young age. I don't want to ruin your life. I know your personality. If I come back, you will definitely stick with me no matter what. That's why I chose to disappear without a trace, making you think I was dead. I don't want to hold you back," Peng Ziang said tearfully.
• "Over these years, I've been living aimlessly. Ever since that incident happened, I've been afraid to face people. I have to go out to work, but I always hide away by myself. I don't want to, and I dare not, interact with others. The more people there are, the more scared I am. Whenever I have to interact with people, I feel like everyone knows I'm not a man, and I feel like the whole world is laughing at me. I've become weak, sensitive, and isolated. I know my mind has become severely twisted, and I have serious psychological issues."
• "I miss you, and I miss Anne and Mengjia, but I don't want to come back to face you, and I dare not come back to face you. I have become a ghostly creature, neither human nor monster. I don't want to harm you for a lifetime. It's been five years, I have been living in that small town, completely isolated from the world. I have never come back once. Until a few days ago, I saw the news on my phone that Anne was sick and needed bone marrow to save her life. I searched online and found out that there was a high chance that her biological father's bone marrow would match. So I gathered the courage to come to the hospital, where the address and bed number of the hospital Anne was staying in were written. I have been in this hospital these days, secretly watching. I dare not let you find me. Every time you are not in the ward, I sneak in to see Anne. I went to match the bone marrow, but I dare not do it in this hospital. I went to another hospital where you wrote that they could do the matching. My original plan was to donate the bone marrow anonymously to save Anne, so I filled in false information. Except for the phone number, which is real for you to contact me, everything else is fake. But I didn't expect that they could test for a parent-child relationship, and I certainly didn't expect the doctor to tell you all of this," Peng Ziang explained in detail to Xu Wei.