Chapter 51

• “You do know that you are mine right." My throat clogged as I heard those words coming from his mouth. I was almost close to retorting back to his statement as he whispered the words to my ears. ‘Yes, technically I was his. But it was only for a moment, until he got bored of me and moved on...and I did not let my mind drift to whatever the other woman would be or look like. I quietly on his hard yet soft muscled chest, his scent mixed with that of sweat and sex tingling my nostrils, my body still in profusion from the millions of lovemaking sessions we had done after returning back to my house just a minute ago. Lillie by now would have landed safely back in Paris. Even in her absence, I still did not fail to remind myself of just how taboo my relationship was with her father.
• His large gruff hands wrapped around my neck as he brought my attention to his. " I will never let you go, so don't you ever think about leaving me! " His words were soft, yet I couldn't fail to miss the red underlying tones in them. My heart fluttered as I clenched, exact opposite reactions to what I expected. I hated how his mocha alpha male façade made me feel accepted by him and loved? It scared me at the same time made me lavish it. His raw possession that dripped out of his mouth confused me once more. For how long was I going to be his sex toy? It was not that I didn't like it, as much as I hated to admit....but the actions of hiding the entire relationship from my best friend, doing what was really not traditional nor acceptable was starting to weigh on me. In addition to the torment of not knowing, not understanding of his actions and what they did to my body and what he did to me. I did not like being a dirty secret but at the same time...
• As far as I knew, he only came alive at night, if it had not been the dinner... The events that took place at dinner had me shook. Just how much did he know about me. Yet I was in so much darkness concerning matters about him. It was what had made a toil of my mind ever since I stepped foot in that mansion and came face to face with him. But was he even going to put an end to this turmoil? .