Chapter 19

• It has been two days ever since Hayden left for his business trip. My mind still flushes from embarrassment whenever memories of what we did, replayed in my head. It is like one minute am embarrassed and regretting it and the next, am not. His words kept on replaying on my head ever since that day, about how he wanted to make sure I was satisfied during his absence and then proceeded to give me another orgasm before leaving for his work. I was still shaken at how far I came by his mouth. I kept on telling myself that this or whatever was going on between us could not proceed any further, but who am I kidding, I wanted to and I did not know why. He had awoken some hidden desires that I had no familiarity they existed and I really didn’t know what to do about it. It almost felt dangerous yet exciting just thinking about it. The warmth forming under my forbidden area, spoke for itself. I really needed to wake up out of this sick fantasy I was in.
• I had been living in this house for weeks, and now that I thought about it, the only areas that I was familiar with were my room, the living room and the kitchen, and those were the only areas that I had managed to clean. Grabbing my cleaning supplies, I headed towards the first floor, where I had never stepped foot into.
• You know how eery the air usually gets once the main character in one of those spooky films embarks on a place they have never been before, yeah that was how I felt like in the moment. I heaved once I stepped foot onto the last set of the staircase, both from anxiety and curiosity. However, what I saw there made my eyes budge out. I had expected to come face to face with some creepy bloody room for reasons I cannot explain, but this, THIS! Was totally out of the blue.