Chapter 115 Ball Hall

• DAMON'S POV:
• It had been two months now since I last saw her. I walked into her room and was greeted with the emptiness of this room. I tried to forget everything about her, but each time I entered this room, I was always welcomed by her scent. And as much as I wanted her back here, I had to move on. I could order the servants to clean her room, but I didn't want to because I always wanted to have something that reminded me of her. I would have believed she was with Derek because he was always the one who had her if she wasn't with me, but then the doctor had confirmed her dead. It was too late for me to save her. Leo and Jessie had taken her away because I was too broken to even look at her lifeless body.
• Each time I remembered that I would come here and kneel in front of her bed leaning on it just to perceive her scent. I never thought I would miss someone so much. I didn't know how much I'd fallen in love with her until I lost her. I missed her smile, her care and her listening ears. I missed her softness and her innocent looks. I missed her deceitful personality but what could I do now? She was gone and I couldn't bring her back. I never even told her how much I loved her because of how unsure I was about my feelings. I could still hear her giggles, and could still see the way she used to dress in front of me just to tease me. I didn't even know how sad I was till I felt a liquid roll down my eyes. I touched it. She brought out the human within me without even trying. And here I was, after betraying her trust. I'd never cried, not even for my parents. I turned and walked out of the room before shutting and locking the door.