Chapter 270 Ghost

• Adea
• Shane’s heat vibrated against mine. He fit perfectly. Everything had been going so well and now it felt like the ground beneath our feet was shaking. My natural instinct was to look at his lips, to reach out for him, to beg him to make it go away like he had in the truck on the way here. But the time for running had past, and this was a hurtle I couldn’t avoid.
• There was nothing that could make me feel better about this situation. Images of Shane fucking a multitude of faceless, hot, nameless women flashed one after the other through my mind. No one could make me question my self worth, but when it came to him, Goddess, it was impossible to see how I could ever be enough. Beka walking into the space that’s supposed to be mine set flame to the gasoline that lay at our feet. But, of course, instead of making it better, Shane outright admitted he’d been with women. I wanted to laugh. Knowing he’d probably never turned anyone down until today left a bitter taste in my mouth. It didn’t matter if he thought of me when he was with them. He was still with them. Meanwhile, when the roles were reversed, I wasn’t allowed to be with anyone else. The fact I wasn’t a virgin when we finally fucked had pissed him off like no other. On top of that, he was an obsessive alpha who basically peed on me whenever another man was near me. And that’s just supposed to be fine?